I know it sounds strange, but I hadn't really prayed in Jerusalem until yesterday. Yes, I had prayed the Office, celebrated Mass, said prayers in the holy places I'd visited and otherwise been outwardly observant. This is the discipline of prayer; frankly, I am good at that. Even praying Vespers in a language I haven't studied in over 20 years, French, d'accord! But all of this was in the context of much busy-ness (class and touring with Fr. Gregory) and general state of being overwhelmed both physically and spiritually by this place.
Yes, in one sense I prayed, but it was not the unitive communion with God that is the goal and heart of true prayer. That changed last night. I did not have the energy or desire to go out of the house yesterday, even as Bartholomew did, to go and pray at the Cenacle on Corpus Christi. Rather, I made a Holy Hour in the Basilica. The best I can describe was that it was refreshing. By focusing on His presence in the Eucharist (where I have always most easily and effortlessly experienced His presence), I was able to have a uniative experience, if only for a few fleeting moments, and it restored me.
Class today was exhilarating! Not because of the "exciting" subject of demonology and Jesus' exorcisms in the Gospels, but by looking as carefully at the Scriptures as we've begun to do, it was almost like encountering them for the very first time. The Gospels are coming alive before my very eyes and in the depths of my being. Talk about feeling Jesus' presence!
This afternoon, I went out by myself to Mt. Zion. (There are many senses of that term, but here I am refering to the actual hill with that name.) It is just to the southwest of the Old City. I got lost getting there a couple of times because the map I used was not as detailed as I would have liked. (Note: you are most likely to be accosted by a merchant when you are standing still in this city!) But that's fine: there's only so far one can go before coming to the walls.

My first stop was Dormition Abbey. It was here that I had my first powerful experience of prayer since arriving. I was not too impressed with the main/upper church. I almost left without going down to the crypt. I had forgotten about it (I didn't bring a guidebook) until I heard chant coming from the crypt. It was probably no accident that it was in a church dedication to the Great Mother of God that I really prayed: she was looking out for me.

When I first got down there, the place was crawling with tourists wandering around and snapping photos. I joined the flow. After I had prayed before the Eucharist, I was taking a picture of this apse when someone intoned the
Salve Regina. Without thinking, I joined in. After a moment, having got this photo, I turned around and went the ten paces to join everyone else around the statue of the supine Virgin. Everything just melted away: there was only the praise of the Blessed Mother. It stopped me in my tracks (even though I wasn't moving!). When we finished, I sat down and began to pray the Rosary. (A note on my experience of the Rosary: it is like my spiritual barometer. When all is well, it flows naturally and easily; when I am not centered for whatever reason, it becomes laborious. I had only prayed it once since arriving: the jet lag, being overwhelmed or whatever had me off balance, and so the Rosary was difficult.) Those few minutes, which started as feeling like an eternity, became a moment of communion. Like Peter after the Transfiguration, I simply did not want to leave the place. I took more pictures, but unlike before, with a sense of excitement and wonder.


This place will have a special place in my heart from now on.

My next stop was the Cenacle. The brothers who had been there had said it was difficult to find, but to look for the Arabic script on a door above King David's tomb. I stumbled onto it almost without realizing it. There was a group Russians whose talking and photo-taking (with another group down below, ready to come up) made a place to come back to and pray at another time.

My last stop was St. Peter in Gallicantu. I just love the way that rolls off the tongue! If I ever get to name a church... (Oscar Schindler's grave is in a cemetery very close by, but the gates were locked.) There was even a group Missionaries of Charity getting ready to go in. The upper church had some wonderful mosaics of Peter's betrayal. The most poinient one has Peter's betrayal depicted on top, while beneath is Peter dressed as Pope. (I'm sorry that the quality is not very good. Just means I'll have to go back.) Another two images that I had not seen before were in the lower church:

Peter's denial with the rooster on a pillar and the scene before the fire between them and

Christ giving Peter a shepherd's staff, with the citation of John 25:15b engraved below. The views from St. Peter in Gallicantu are stunning:

All in all a very good day! I've already missed Vespers, so need to go and get cleaned up for dinner and the weekly community recreation.